New York City Death

So TT went to New York.
As did J. and me…okay not REALLY but we were in the “empire state building elevator”
We got it on video tape.
Also typing that makes me think about how when your a child you can imagine you are in fairyland and no one thinks anything of it but if you want to play, say, House or something your friends all think your crazy?
Maybe its because we all are supposed to be mature.
Parents don’t know the half of it.
They think we are well behaved when we are around them and that means we ALWAYS are.
Now Im not saying we all go out to random bars and drink beer or smoke weed.
I don’t thats for sure.
Iv’e noticed with my friends that when we chill their very layed back and swearing and stuff but when their parents are around ZOOM- goody-two-shoes.
Not that that is bad buyt its just something I noticed.
In other news, last night I tried to finish mission 4120 or whatever but the subject LITERALLY ran away from me.
Then , as I was ALREADY in a crap mood, my father hung up on me when I called him.
That is because he is holding my money hostage. MY!!! MONEY!!! not HIS money MY money.
As in my B-DAY, WORK, and PRESENTS FOR MY FRIENDS BDAY MONEY!!!!!
Dang that agravates me.
What makes me more agravated is that A. who is 10 or 11 is more mature and brave than ME!!
I still think A. is more mature than J.

Tired of EVEN MORE drama,
WishIWasASmoothie

Spent

So you spend countless hours to build a blog which almost no one reads, and you spend countless MORE hours going to random blogs and commenting hoping someone will be curious with your obviously lame blog only to find you’ve spent the time for nothing.
That time could have been spent reading a book, chillin with friends or drinking Cosmo’s and reading fashion mags on the beach till your mad drunk and pass out.
Sucks to be you doesn’t it?
And the only pride you can come away with to hide the shame is that at least two people will sometimes come across your blog and bypass it because your last post was about how water tastes better than soda.

So you think to yourself. Is it worth slaving over this d**n computer?
Constintly putting viruses into it because superdude39xx is trying to hack your blog for the thousandth time? (What’s up with this guy anyway?)
And trhe famous..Do I HAVE to post today?

Time spent….wasted? Or Not?

Mac,Cheese, and A Flying Trapeze

 YUM!! i lobe mac & cheese. I just want to point out that my ‘cheese’ is soi cheese/which i also lobe.
   I want to write tiny notes to some of my biffles (BFFL) and if ur not in it TELL ME and ill edit a note in..im sick so my brain is DED!!!! (just a teeny cold)

  M.- Lets start with u. I dont know what i ment on shadow of the day.:\\ pleez forgive. with lobe and crap, WishIWasASmoothie

Gi.(da girl), LOVE U BEE-OTCH!!! callz me when u can
                        with lobe and cookiez, WishIWasA-FREEKIN-Smoothie

G.(da guy.) thanks 4 puttin up with my crap and letting me make a complete fool of myself all the time
                    with lobe and stagelights, WishIWasASmoothie

M.(not mickey),  Thanxs 4 always writing on my wall, and giving me a reason to get online in da mornin P
                        with lobe and keyboards, WishIWasASmoothie

B., thanx for being my ”sis” and building endless fairyhouses to be washed away by the rain
        with lobe and glue, WishIWasASmoothie

D., for being my crazi cuz and always letting me complain about my dad,
                 with lobe and converse, WishIWasASmoothie

U., thanxs for coming back, missed u lots. Thanx for being wild also.
                          with lobe and headbobs, WishIWasASmoothie

C., thanx for being in the right place at the right time, for being my first major crush, and letting me seranade u like the idiot i am
                     with lobe and bras, WishIWasASmoothie

Chipmunk Ch., for being the best/worst enemy ever. I enjoy u being raisist to me
   with hate and bikes , WishIWasASmoothie
and last but CERTINLY notz leazt
 
to J. for always being rite there..no litterally,
                with lobe and three steps, WishIWasASmoothie

thanks all u peeps
 hopefully i didnt forget any one..if i did COMMENT AND ILL ADD U! cuz then ill feel all crappy inside:)

 with lobe and typing,
               Forever Yours,
                           WishIWasASmoothie

Laughing be loud out

Today i hadz writing class. No idea whatzz to write. Gotza write a lil part of my AUTO-BI-OGRAPHY! 
   any sugestionz?

 2 days more of child being. P

 I want to get a pixie- cut, resembling sumthing like this :  cute right????

Im debating for everyone ive asked told me ,quite frankly i might add, that i would respectivly look like crap. Thanx guys. I love u too.

 
   Beaten and hurt,
          Forever yours,
                  WishIWasASmoothie
p.s. This is my cuzins signiture…cute huh?!

Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis)

I know this is an interesting song choice for today, but last night i dreampt that i had killed M. but she was trying to kill me. Right now i am talking to my cuz D. (hi!)
perty boring.  Today mom and i had a ………disagreement.
Ive figured out whats been bothering me btw. It seems i act different around different people “groups”. not to sound emo. I guess it just bothers me that i dont like KNOW who i REALLYZ is!! wow…EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

Emo,
       WishIWasASmoothie